having enemy

Having enemy is such a worse thing I ever have!

Have you ever walk on somewhere and meet someone who never wish to see you?

Or maybe she/he look to another side, and pretending like you are not here?


I have, once, and I wish this is the last

I mean, first I don't know what I've done to her so that she's angry to me

I've sorry her in million times, but there is nothing changed.

Until I am tired and what I think was "I've tried and I don't care about you anymore. I wish I never treat you bad, but you treat me like that? I won't treat you bad but I will make it as fair as you've done to me. So, you know that it's hurt and won't do that to anyone else"


But then, we've talk and somehow it won't change anything

As the time goes by, she is nice to me, but still we have a lot of awkward moment when it just the two of us

As for me, that's why I always forgiving anyone so easyly and not really care about that.

Somepeople say that I was 'super selow', cause I know that having enemy is sooooo annoying


Well, I know that I've said something to her and it hurts her. But then, we all growing up now

I am trying to be honest and it makes me have enemy.


Well then, I prefer to silent or maybe lie than tell some honesty and it makes me have more enemy

I know it's kinda bitter for me, but hey. What the hell

I am just trying to not care about annoying thing.

I've ever hurt myself, so, for this bitter things, is nothing